New Battles Ahead!

May 15th, 2012 | Posted by Lunar in Babies et al | Health | Myself - (0 Comments)

I ended up getting sick over the weekend. The kind of sick that makes you feel  weak all over and puts a cloud over your head and chest area. I tried looking up online the safest meds that pregnant women can take and Robitussin seemed to be a decent enough of a diversion from regular cough syrups. My mom made a trip to the pharmacy only to be told by the pharmacist that really no cough meds are considered “safe” at this point.

I don’t know if she simply didn’t want to look up the active ingredients of each of those syrups or she really was concerned but I wonder where the line is drawn between what’s best for the mom and the baby? Is it really better for the baby if no meds enter the system and the mom feels like shooting herself for weeks at a time? I remember working with a girl who had a hereditary condition: diagnosing pregnancy was nearly impossible for doctors with her until very late in her term. She only found out at 6 months along! She happened to go to the hospital for food-poisoning-similar symptoms and after 8 hours of tests and scans, they sent her home saying that they couldn’t find anything that was wrong with her. The doctor had to chase her down in the parking lot asking her to return because they noticed in the ultrasound she may be pregnant! But all up until that point she’d have negative blood tests and all that entailed. Then she says that she was really worried about her baby because just a few weeks prior to it she drank a whole lot of alcohol celebrating her boyfriend’s birthday. Her baby was already 1 or 2 years old when we were having this conversation and healthy as a clam. So I’m wondering how much control do we really have over these things? You could do everything by the book, eat the most organic vegetables and exercise as prescribed, and still end up with sketchy test results if you were really meant to be confronted with it. And you could also do everything they tell you not to do and have your fairytale happy ending.

Now I’m not promoting drinking / smoking / using drugs in pregnancy by all means. But I’d say a little cough syrup to ease the suffering of the mother might also be good for the baby? Just a thought. Off for bed rest once again. Wish me luck with the natural remedies.

Maybe delusional…

May 2nd, 2012 | Posted by Lunar in Babies et al - (0 Comments)

I might be delusional as some people roll their eyes in response to hearing of my current reading material choices but I’m growing more and more peaceful, content, and confident that what I’m about to face is not only doable but something to look forward to! I have read a number of personal accounts, other women retelling their birth stories, and… while I can’t say that I’d be ready to tackle it tomorrow or the day after, nonetheless it remains clear to me that you can either let the fear surrounding it get ahold of you or you can manifest a totally surreal experience for yourself and your baby using the tools that many others have found successful. The more I visualize the day to come, the calmer I become and the more I want to embrace every little bit of it. I know what I want out of it but I’ll be okay with alternatives as well (leaving medical interventions on the very bottom of that list). And I love that bit by bit our over-medicated society is wakening up and going back to the roots of nature, only with a slight twist to it than our predecessors because we are now utilizing the power of the mind to achieve what we want.

It’s truly a mind-whirling phenomenon to realize having something so intimately yours within you be a part of something as expansive as the Universe itself.

ugh..

April 15th, 2012 | Posted by Lunar in Babies et al - (0 Comments)

So it’s 22 weeks and 3 days and I’m already feeling like at times I could just freeze in one position and not move to avoid pain in my ribcage and back. Usually that position is on my back lying down (lying on either side tends to aggravate the rib pain) or in reclined sitting with my back propped by pillows. Definitely feels more like I’m 80 now than 24. You can’t stand up too fast and you groan some animal noise once you do; you walk around, half bent-over, with your hand on the back (like that’s supposed to help, right) but pretend you’re fine when someone asks because there’s no magic pill available to yank you out of that state; and any time you have a full meal, you feel like you’ve just blown up twice your size in the mid-section and about to pop (that’s when the ribs start aching as if they’re about to shatter from the tension).

The good news is that now whenever I feel all of this, I actually have the luxury to listen to my bodily cues and follow them instead of being forced to continue sitting at a desk and not being able to rest when I need it. Now if only I could find some specific exercises to stretch those particular muscle tensions, I’d be good!

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